Mid-week update! This entry is titled as such because I shall be writing about the good and bad things that happened.
It won't be long because I feel really drained and there's something in my eye which really hurts so I gotta get it checked out.
The Good. I got promoted today! I feel so happy about it. As I have mentioned many times before, I didn't think I'd get promoted because I don't get to shine dogtags and get much merits. Thank you officers! Especially the Ma'am/s who recommended Jol and I for promotion. I don't really know why they did but I will try my best and live up to my promotion.
The Good pt. 2 I 'm finally finished with my first ever serious photoshop project. I feel so stupid about it, really, because I don't think I used it properly. Like I could've done the same thing using another simpler program.
Here it is:
There's something wrong with the aurora borealis. I want to move it 3D-cally but I don't think that's possible. The coloring too is kind of weird and it's lacking some elements. Someone please help me with this. Give suggestion and the like because I suck at ps right now.
The Bad. Casey Calvert died on November 24, 2007. It was 9.30 pm (Manila time) on November 25, 2007 when I found out. I never felt so empty before. When I heard my best friend say the words "Casey's dead", I never really thought about Hawthorne Heights's Casey. I can't express in words how I felt that night because it was just really overwhelming how he just died peacefully in his sleep. He just left so suddenly. I cried really hard that night. I thought of how I really loved his band and how his band brought me and my best friend together. He was her favorite member of the band and also one of mine. He left a mark in our friendship's history and we will miss him dearly. I still remember of how I was going through purevolume three years ago and just happen to pass by their artist page. I proceeded with caution when I saw the screamo genre under their name. I was still the innocent little girl who likes poprock but as soon as I heard Ohio is for Lovers and Silver Bullet, my heart simply melted into the screams and melodies of the songs. I ventured into other screamo bands before but this was the best I heard. It didn't make me cringe or feel stupid while listening to it. I fell in love with this whole culture that I am in right now because of it. It was the start of everything. Now I won't ever hear him again. The most depressing thing about this is that I won't ever get to see him EVER. I won't get the chance to see him perform live with the others and talk to him and get his autograph and tel him how much his band's changed my life. Really, this is no joke and I'm not one who throws out lines like this at anytime of the day. I really mean it when I say
they changed my life. Now he'll never know that. But I'm comforted in the fact that many people loved him and he will be remembered. He will always stay in our hearts. He may be gone but never forgotten. He is
Irreplaceable.
RIP CASEY CALVERT
you will always stay in our hearts.
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