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Sat, 02 Feb 2008 03:03:36 GMT

yeux_dediamant

New home! I'll still be posting here but I might just transfer there permanently in the near future. As you can see, my username is pretty outdated and lame, I don't know what I was thinking when I made this account. I don't think I was. XD

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Fri, 25 Jan 2008 09:48:17 GMT

I'm staying at home today and just trying to catch up with life on the inturnetz. I think I missed a lot but I feel like I didn't.

There are some things that I found amusing for the past 45 minutes and that concerns the music scene...obviously. Yes, that's what I've been up to for most of the day. I still have to type up my filipino speech and finish it but I decided to just put it on hold and not worry about it so much or else it just might turn to the dumbest thing I ever had to say in front of my class. Come to think of it, it might turn out to be the suckiest thing I've ever done even if I put a lot of effort into it but, shit, I don't care about this crap anymore. It's stupid

Onto what I've learned today! The first reaction when I had when I browsed my friends page today: Since when did people start talking to fueledbyadam?? So maybe they've been IM`ing him since waybackbefore but...Poor guy. From where I'm ~~standing~~ seated, it looks as if many of the anxious p!atd fans are bugging him about panic stuff - tour dates, the puzzle, new video, singles - everything that is anything to do with the very secretive band. Maybe it's just me and my very emotive chatting style but he seems very bored in every IM conversation that those people posted. I bet he's been bombarded with IM windows everytime he logs in. Kinda like what happened during one of DJ Rossstar's interview with FFTL. XD

Which brings me to my second and probably last topic for today: FFTL. I can never get enough of this band. Really. They're probably the new P! since BrendonRyanSpencerJon are off leaving a trail of "breadcrumbs" (in this case it's puzzle pieces and hidden messages in source codes) for the fans so they can follow them to their "gingerbread house", Pretty. Odd., while FFTL is sticking to the boring, traditional way to promote their album. But tradional isn't always boring. They're dishing out songs from their upcoming album and it's got me very excited for their self-titled album. From the moment I heard TAO, I knew from First To Last (the album) is gonna be on top of my wishlist this year. I just heard We All Turn Back To Dust (not the whole thing though) and it's really nice. Some people say it lacked scream/throat though and I kind of agree but still it's amazing. Matt Good on vocals=♥

I'd write more but I have to go continue getting ready for the MCR concert! *cheers for me finally going to my second concert* Oh yeah, I'm gonna have some blonde streaks put into my hair tonight. It's gonna be awesome.

Peace.

SERIOUSLY.

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 11:54:56 GMT

I want to transfer to a new journal.

Should I? If you think so, gimme name ideas! :D

OMG GUYS!

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 06:09:13 GMT

ILOVEYOUGUYSLIKESOMUCH!!!

thank you for those comments! it made me heaps better hehe ^^ See you all tomorrow!

It's the second day of the year

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 13:37:09 GMT

And I'm not enjoying the day.

I woke up super late today and I can't find the paper with my DLSU case number. I can't check if I passed of not. Sadness. I want to move. I hate my username. I love someone GOOD. and that's BAD. I don't know why. It just is. I hate the way I'm typing and I hate what I'm feeling for the year '08. You know, it's one of those precognitvie feelings of mine. It's just a bad vibe. I have plans for the year but I think it will all turn out to be just in my head like what happened this year. Nothing goes the way I plan it to and I guess that's just life. It's really a Bitch. Anyway, I don't want to go back to school and yet I do at the same time. It's weird but I'm always weird. Especially when I start talking a lot. I don't make sense most of the time like right now. And I say nonsense stuff like when I exchanged the dates of my dad's birthday with my parents' anniversary when I was talking with my friend's dad. And I didn't bother to correct it. Yep. I'm odd in that way. Well, Have a nice day-after-new-year's. At least what's left of it.

absolute cuteness.

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 05:08:39 GMT

Good Things, Bad Things.

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 13:19:56 GMT

Mid-week update! This entry is titled as such because I shall be writing about the good and bad things that happened. ~~It won't be long because~~ I feel really drained and there's something in my eye which really hurts so I gotta get it checked out.

The Good. I got promoted today! I feel so happy about it. As I have mentioned many times before, I didn't think I'd get promoted because I don't get to shine dogtags and get much merits. Thank you officers! Especially the Ma'am/s who recommended Jol and I for promotion. I don't really know why they did but I will try my best and live up to my promotion.

The Good pt. 2 I 'm finally finished with my first ever serious photoshop project. I feel so stupid about it, really, because I don't think I used it properly. Like I could've done the same thing using another simpler program.
Here it is:

There's something wrong with the aurora borealis. I want to move it 3D-cally but I don't think that's possible. The coloring too is kind of weird and it's lacking some elements. Someone please help me with this. Give suggestion and the like because I suck at ps right now.

The Bad. Casey Calvert died on November 24, 2007. It was 9.30 pm (Manila time) on November 25, 2007 when I found out. I never felt so empty before. When I heard my best friend say the words "Casey's dead", I never really thought about Hawthorne Heights's Casey. I can't express in words how I felt that night because it was just really overwhelming how he just died peacefully in his sleep. He just left so suddenly. I cried really hard that night. I thought of how I really loved his band and how his band brought me and my best friend together. He was her favorite member of the band and also one of mine. He left a mark in our friendship's history and we will miss him dearly. I still remember of how I was going through purevolume three years ago and just happen to pass by their artist page. I proceeded with caution when I saw the screamo genre under their name. I was still the innocent little girl who likes poprock but as soon as I heard Ohio is for Lovers and Silver Bullet, my heart simply melted into the screams and melodies of the songs. I ventured into other screamo bands before but this was the best I heard. It didn't make me cringe or feel stupid while listening to it. I fell in love with this whole culture that I am in right now because of it. It was the start of everything. Now I won't ever hear him again. The most depressing thing about this is that I won't ever get to see him EVER. I won't get the chance to see him perform live with the others and talk to him and get his autograph and tel him how much his band's changed my life. Really, this is no joke and I'm not one who throws out lines like this at anytime of the day. I really mean it when I say they changed my life. Now he'll never know that. But I'm comforted in the fact that many people loved him and he will be remembered. He will always stay in our hearts. He may be gone but never forgotten. He is Irreplaceable.

RIP CASEY CALVERT
you will always stay in our hearts.

Can Never Be Replaced...

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 09:39:19 GMT

R.I.P.

Casey Calvert

Your memories will live on.

[longer post on this will follow soon..]

one week later.

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 05:19:27 GMT

It's one week later since I last posted an entry so here's what's up next week.

I am once again going to watch a movie! Yay Enchanted! It's going to be us three again plus another cousin, Achi Christine. Yes, her. The cousin that has the exact same first and almost the same second name as mine (She's Christine Mary lol). We're going to watch at Shang later because they said there's more to see there than at Rockwell so I guess they're going shopping. I would do some shopping of mine too, if I could: Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbolsky. Oh and do some shopping for the next day.

Sunday is UST and CTK day. I have no freakin idea what's going to happen on that day and I'm so nervous for it. "It" being CTK and not UST. I don't know why but I don't care much about the UST test. haha. According to what I've heard from Ma'am Jessica and Ma'am Midge (They seem old 'cause of the "ma'am"s o.O), we are going to go through Wilson street during the CTK so that's kinda long and we need to really prepare ourselves well in case something happens that will be needing us MPs. Eeek! This is really the Real Deal and we need to do our job! Yes, this is what we're getting merits for. Although I still think that none of us will get promoted by the end of the year, I think this will do our platoon some good. :D You know, we gain some experience and have fun (I think? lol).

Monday to Friday is the usual school days and it'll probably filled with school work and quizzes and not to mention our LQs. Plus, Chinese conversation exercises and lectures. Busy, busy days. But I get to see my friends and hang out so that's all worth it.

I might recycle an old LJ as an insight journal soon. I hope I could bring it to life. It's one of the things that I really want to do so look out for that. :D Also, I'm currently making something using Photoshop. *le gasp* I know how to use PS! haha. I'll probably put it up as a header or something. I thank all those people who give out brushes and tutorials for free. They're so good..*.*

Now, I must go eat lunch, take a bath and do mopit unsless I want to get scolded by ---- on Monday.

Ciao!

It's one in the morning

Sat, 17 Nov 2007 18:53:42 GMT

Can you believe it? I'm still up. I ~~just got back~~ have been online for about an hour now after I got "home". My sister and I, along with our dear cousin who still doesn't have a license (poor her), watched the lfs of Beowulf over yonder at Promenade a while ago. We were supposed to go stop by at our Starbucks (because we go there alot it's like our ~~2nd~~...~~3rd~~...4th home) but didn't cause my sister felt tired and wanted to sleep already. You know how she gets when she's tired and doesn't get enough sleep...or maybe you don't. Whatever. And now she's sleeping like a rock just under the humming of the aircon.

Disgusting thing happened when I got in the car tonight/this morning. I get to sit at the back all by my lonesome self since my sister got to the passenger seat first when there was this roach hanging out at the back of the driver's seat. Major EW. Okay...maybe I'm overreacting about this ~~just a teeny bit~~ because it was just small but, ghad, I hate roaches. My cousin took care of it and wrapped it in some plastic we got from our purchase of beverages for the movie. AND THEN she brought it along with us because she said it was "littering" if we just threw it near the bushes. It's kinda funny really but weird at the same time.

So, Beowulf. It was very interesting. Having a bit of knowledge about the storyline since we took it up in english class before, I found it to be dragging (and the plot in the movie didn't involve Beowulf killing Angelina Jolie's character which I think strays from the real story but they made a good reason of why people sing of Beowulf as such a strong and adored hero). I mean the plot, in short, was, in this order, Beowulf kills Grendel -> Grendel's mother seeks revenge -> Beowulf kills dragon (which is his son...or himself). It was just prolonged. I read a review of it over at buzznet by its movie critic person and I agree with him. I don't know what to feel about the movie, really. It was just as okay as okay can be. It won't blow your mind but it won't bore you (especially the first parts. I'm still worked up by it). But the effects are amazing. I didn't watch it in IMAX but I can tell that it was really good. Not like Polar Express AT ALL. It's just so wonderfully done. Kudos to them for making it so beautifully. I particularly loved the dragon and the mermaid. You all should go see it; if not for the story, for the cg effects (and the lols XD). Seriously, all three of us were laughing about random things about the movie afterward. Like when I unconsciously read out loud "Garlic Buns" while reading a price tag just after watching a movie that had actors stripped down completely naked and had their behinds exposed. And then other stuff just happened and we just lol-ed. By the way, I don't get how the people who give movie ratings decide upon R-13 when it's practically porn without the action going on plus all the violence and limb-ripping and blood. Okay, maybe they didn't show a sex scene but there were implications and (according to that buzznet review because I didn't really notice that line) a reference to semen (?). It just puzzles me. But, oh well, if it were a rating higher, I wouldn't have watched it. [and lol-ed...lol] ~~I saw the Sweeny Todd trailer!!!~~

Anyway, I've been wasting sleeptime and it's now 2:48 am. I gotta get some shut eye or else I'll doze off at mass. Wouldn't want that to happen. Oh yeah, I think I forgot to mention I'm sleeping at my uncle's room at my other grandmother's house; that's why I get to stay up late and be online this late. Unfortunately this only happens today [and the next time he'll be out of the country and we happen to watch an lfs movie]. So 'till whenever I get back here. Baboosh!

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 12:01:28 GMT

I SUPERGLUED MYSELF

A stupid thing I did today. XD And now my fingers feel all numb and hard and weird lol

it's been a long week.

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 14:14:22 GMT

Sembreak's over and I haven't accomplished what I have planned to do over the week long break; that is to post up chapter 4 here, make a new layout (I was thinking of something christmas-ish) and to relax. Okay, maybe I did one of the three but the first two I wasn't able to do. Too much relaxing I guess. And now I'm bummed out after one week back in school. I'll probably write this in just one long paragraph so just bear with me as this may cause a glare. And while we are in the topic of school, I just want to rant out about how much I'm trying to balance in my life. First off are the two book reports that I have to finish reading by the third week of this month. killer. second are the tons of quizzes that I think of studying for but end up not because of reasons unknown to even me. Third is that I am just so freaking ambitous and I hate it. I want to do many things but can't really. Mainly due to lack of funds (when did money not become a problem, really?), inspration, time and effort. I also want to make things happen for me and my friends but I can't really see that happening in the near future since me being me I am not really the productive type. Why can't I achieve the simple life that I dream of? just like those peopel who I am extremely jealous of but admire them at the same time. One of them is someone in my myspace friends (which by the way is a complete stranger...coz I'm just a stalker like that loljke XD i don't really stalk him haha). He's jst some guy that had this gorgeous (according to my taste in boys lol) profile pic and I messaged him for fun and he added me. yeahh. So when I went back to my almost forgotten account last night (after neglecting it since school started XD;;) I went to visit his page and he had this very empty page or it's just my stupid computer being slow again. well, anyway, he said that he couldn't work with his PS right now (argh him) and along with that came his intro for himself. I learned from that that he's very ambitious like me except he gets things done lol. He's this and that and a bunch of other things too (and damn he posts lots of bulletins lol). Anyway, I must stop babbling before I almost block him again XD. So on to other things. I want things that would take me years to get. I don't even think I could ever get them. Shit. This is very depressing. As much as I have every bit of determination I can muster in me pumping through my veins right now, I'm still pulling myself down. damn me. I should end this before I depress myself again haha. Coincidentally Rescued is playing.

I Love You, Andrew.
I hope you'll be up and about soon. You'll always be in my prayers.

I just found out today.

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 06:07:59 GMT

Spitalfield is no more :(
They're playing their farewell tour now and i feel really really sad. I'll miss them so much.

want.want.want.

Mon, 22 Oct 2007 03:35:16 GMT

Do you know what I want?

Christmas is coming and decided to type down a wishlist for fun. :D

CDs
- From First To Last - From First To Last [TBR '08!]
- The Higher - On Fire
- Armor For Sleep - What To Do When You're Dead
- Senses Fail - Still Searching
- The Rocket Summer - Do You Feel?
- Hawthorne Heights - Silence In Black And White
- From First To Last - Dear Diary, My Teenage Angst Has A Body Count
- Spitalfield - Remember Right Now
- Mae - The Everglow
- Mae - Destination: Beautiful
- Boys Like Girls - Boys Like Girls
- Cobra Starship - Viva La Cobra
- ~~The Academy Is... - Almost Here~~
- ~~Jack's Mannequin - Everything In Transit~~
Books
- Perks of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chbolsky
- Revolution On Canvas (1st book, Vol. 1, Vol.2) - Rich Balling
- Emo Boy (Vol. 1 & 2) - Steve Emond
- Cut - Patricia Mccormic
- Pretty Little Dirty - Amanda Boyden
- Impulse - Ellen Hopkins
- Burned - Ellen Hopkins
- Crank - Ellen Hopkins
- Glass- Ellen Hopkins
- Something that can teach me PS
Others
- An SLR
- L-sized t-shirts (to cut and sew XD)
- Transfer paperrrrr...or info on where I can get those around here :)
- Gloomy Bear plushie
- Cinnanoroll plushie (similar to the one I posted XD)
- Answers to questions
- Realization of dreams

P.O.

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 13:59:48 GMT

Privacy. Something everybody doesn't seem to respect - that is until they get told off.

Apparently my frustrations in life are more than I thought I can handle. Most of them are just petty little things but I'm sure you all know how even the smallest thing can push you over the edge.

My Internet is failing me. It's so damn slow. Do you know how frustrating this is? I know - this rant is getting old but you would really be frustrated when you're in my position. Imagine: The omputer is situated in the corner of the room where no air blows by and it's hot. The sun shines through the side of the curtain everytime it decides t be all happy and "Oh, I think I will shine my brightest shine today because I feel very happy!" which equals to more heat. That alone makes me want to avoid of discourages me to use the computer already. And when I do, people keep asking me to do stuff for them when they already had time to do it before i decide to sit in front of the poor old machine. and then the Internet connection decides to be all slow and find it fun to disconnect me many times in the middle of doing everything I need to; thus this lead to somewhere near a 60% progress of my "work" before my mom scolds me and send me to bed at 1 in the morning. And all that doesn't even cover a leisurely stroll through the usual sites and the my alter egos in the cyberworld are probably dying by now. It's very sad. You're all better off really. in an attempt to actually revive all my blogs, I planned on doing a video blog but then I look weird in the camera so that might not be possible until a few months later..

I wish to type more but I have run out of time. Take a shot at guessing the reason. hah. ... I don't even have time to proofread this for errors. Oh and Progress Report on Chapter 4: 7% ...Oh wow.

The World Really Is Moving Faster.

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 06:53:35 GMT

I love screencapping haha. It makes me happy..

Now, if I only had more videos...hmm

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 06:16:44 GMT

I bet last night was amazing.

It was for me too although in a different and worse way. But you all don't need to be bothered by me posting about it. Besides, I don't even know how to put it down to words and do it justice. It's one of those "You have to be there to know" moments. All I'll say is that my stomach hurts and my throat is closing up. So technically if I don't speak at school much, you'll partly know why. The other part - well, I dont want to talk about it.

I see no sense in going to school anymore. Im not going to be happy when I come back anyway. I'll just be dumped with tons of shit as always and what do I do to keep my head over the said pile of shit? Nothing. I missed the concert I've been waiting for and I have nothing happy to remember. It's like Harry getting the Dementor's kiss because he cant conjure up a memory thats happy enough.

If only magic were real.

Instead of getting ready..

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 03:40:44 GMT

SHUFFLE SURVEY!!

My make-out song is:
I Won’t Make You – Something Corporate [XD]

My day will be like:
A - Cartel

Happiness is:
One Day – Simple Plan

When I'm in the shower, I sing:
Lifetime (Sleeping With Giants) – The Academy Is… [Just so happens I do XD]

My love of life was inspired by the song:
Dirty Little Secrets – The All-American Rejects [Lovely! lol]

Behind my back, my friends think I'm:
Awake – Secondhand Serenade

My deepest secret is:
The Missing Frame - AFI

The best thing about me is:
Your Call – Secondhand Serenade

When I'm drunk I say:
Blood Red Summer – Coheed and Cambria [lol pretty much with the “What did I do to deserve this?” parts]

My family is described by the song:
You Are So Last Summer – Taking Back Sunday [o.O wow..a love/hate song?]

Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include:
What Hurts the Most – Rascal Flatts [contradicting much? XD unless it is directed to someone else. Gasp! lol]

What makes me happy is:
Stickwitu – Pussycat Dolls [aww =^^=]

My favorite thing to do is:
Come Get Some – Rooster [AHAHAHAHAHA! XD]

My innermost desire is:
Until the Day I Die [nice]

My last words will be:
Just a Taste – Scary Kids Scaring Kids [hmm…Kind of fitting for a dying scenario..]

If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell:
Burn This City – Cartel [oh how fun lol]

This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life:
Joyride – Rooster [ooohhh.. ^^ all this is fitting in so well haha]

At my funeral they'll play:
21 and Invincible – Something Corporate [okay, I think I spoke too soon lol so not right]

The story of my life is:
Remedy – Jason Mraz [oh cool! Plus we have the same birthday]

What I did last night was:
Love Isn’t – Same Same [what does this mean??]

How will you die?
Here We Go Again – Paramore

My best friend is like:
Chop Chop – The Academy Is… [o.O why did it have to be my least fave song on Santi?]

This song describes my grandparents:
I’m Feeling You – Santana feat. Michelle Branch [what? o.O]

My parents are like the song:
Honestly – Cartel [oh..]

Right now, I feel:
The Suffering – Coheed and Cambria

Next time I'm in front of a crowd, I'll say:
Do You Remember – Aaron Carter [wth? o.O lol]

Will I ever have kids?
Summer Shudder – AFI [is that a no? lol]

Second half was funny XD Tagging whoever wants to do it

oh emo.

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 10:43:23 GMT

I don't want to be alone anymore. I want this feeling to end.
I'm beginning to fall back to the old habits I thought I left behind
I'm crying myself to sleep again. Silently wishing for a different life.
I'm starting to get tired of waiting and getting let down in the end.
I don't know why this is proving to be harder now when this was how it has always been.

~

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

Let this go, let this go

But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

I'll never let this go
I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

This is how it is now.

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 05:16:58 GMT

Exhausted.

Deprived.

Neglected.

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 04:48:53 GMT

Link: Horror of the Industry

I've been reading this article about the life working in Victory (the record label). It's also about the dispute of Hawthorne Heights and Victory head Tonny Brummel. It's long and scary. But it kinda opens your eyes about how it really is an industry out there. One may start out to get into the business but then get corrupted by the money. It destroys the dreams of musicians. It makes me wonder what's gonna happen to me now..I want to be working in the music business and making fabulous bands known and stuff like that but now it all seems so corporate and business-y. Unfortunately I'm not one of the business-y types. Great. Anyway, I'm veering away from the topic now. Go read the article if you haven't yet. It's long but..I don't knw..I found it a nice read.

forgive me for not being able to hold it in

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 13:02:21 GMT

Firstly, I want to apologize because it's my first post after a longlonglong time and it's gonna be something you weren't expecting. Yes, it's not really an update on what happened while I was deprived of internet because honestly, when have I updated about my life on here? Okay. So here goes. Something's raging inside me and I have yet to figure it out. These things happen often to me if you have noticed. I am hurting inside and I feel so empty. I need someone tell me what to do. It's the first time that I have felt alone again after one year or so. It's a wonder how many things can happen in such a short span of time. I feel like going back to my old ways. Back to the time when I really was nobody. It feels so weird now. I do miss those times though; having lots of spare time to do some thinking and it's because of all those free time that I get to observe the people and events that happened to me which gives me the ability to give good advise now (give me the favor to brag just this time please). I'm starting to feel numb and apathetic again. Will someone save me again? I'm tired of trying to save myself and at the same time shieldling the people I love most to the hurt I would be causing them. Let's just say that it has gotten to the point that I tolerated listening to Underoath and FFTL's heroine tracks without hesitation and skipping tracks.

A more pleasant update (I think?): I had a sudden feeling of comfort wash over me after seeing this picture as Wake Up Call by Hawthorne Heights played.

Cheers to the Good Times

Brekfast in bed.

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 04:54:29 GMT

No, there's no special occasion and there's definitley no rose on the tray and no freshly squeezed OJ. I'm sick and I took a day off from school. I don't have a fever or anything like that, I'm just sick. And not figurativly also. I just woke up this morning feeling horrible after sleeping for about 5 and a half hours because I stayed up until midnight to watch a Federer-Nadal match. I told my mom I had a headache ~~but I didn't really.~~ I just feel really horrible and going to school with all the other sick people will NOT help. Obviously. So I'm stuck here all alone in the house with food being brought up to me and being bored the rest of the time. I hope I didn't miss much.

Right now, it's lunch time and I've just been served the only thing that's on the menu: Soup.
I'll check on y'all later.

sick.

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 09:23:12 GMT

Couging & Sneezing.
Popping candies & pills all day.
Enough said.

just a bunch of stuff

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 14:33:02 GMT

Guesswhat! Guesswhat!! I started listening to chinese artists again XD I grabbed Vanness' CD before I went to take a shower and it reminds me of how much I miss his voice. I still love his songs even though it was so 5 years ago. No, really. It was. I wonder what he's doing now.

So I wiki-ed him. [Wiki is the new google for famous people. Because un-famous people can only be googled, not wiki-ed XD]

After wiki-ing him (and finding out he just released a new album + searches on Miyavi, 5566 and JVKV lol. I'm going asian!), I searched Deathnote and found out that GMA was showing it here. That I did not know about. When was this?? I must know! Even though I do not have the patience to wait for it everyday I must know when it airs/ed! Gahh. I miss watching it. I'm so in the dark. -.-" JOL!! Please let your bro borrow me the MOVIEEE!!

And then I went to check my mail. And OMG NAT guess what I found!! XDDD

Is this who I think it is??? OMG hahahahahaha XD If that were really Aoi, is that what you were telling me about before?? XD You wouldn't imagine how long I stared at that because the face looked so familiar and I was SO distracted by the dance. lmao.

And before I forget:

PEYTON&MAC=♥

I love them!! I watched yesterday and it was sooo..dramatically sweet and cheesy! lol. yeahh.